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dun need to go school today....happy... went to westmall with yun... had kfc for lunch.. and watched a movie-the maid... quite a scary show... as me and yun were busy covering our eyes.. hahaha.... had a surprise for jinghan from me and karen... but the male lead went to her house before the "show" started... so sao xing... but nvm coz i know she will be happy to see the male lead... talked to dear at 10plus... he told me that he went bukit timah walked his 4km... and was rather tired.. so i aske him to go sleep N we can talk tml.. actually i miss him a lot and wanted to talk to him.. but nvm... its ok.... talked during the weekend ba... oh ya.. talked online with a pri sch friend, valerie... she say she may be coming over to singapore.. so quite happy and excited abt it as its been a long time since she went australia before finishing the pri sch... got her email add from linghui... thanks girl... dear ar... please take care of yourself... and dun learn that thingy k its dangerous.... hope to watch the maid with dear although i had already watch coz i miss the way he is being frighten... very long never see liao...hehehe...

Written @ 11:40 PM

had a bad stomach cramp today.... cramp till dun really feel like talking... the pain is hurting me so much.... its been a long time since i am so pain... but after awhile it gets better.... really hope that dear is by my side at that moment... but i know its impossible so i think i should learn to cope with all the pain and be independent... all the lessons today was rather short so i am not so tried overall.... but the aw lesson was the shortest among all... i think its only 10mins... we just hand in the assignment and we are allowed to leave... reached home early and decided to do my mayc... told han and janice about wrapping up the memory cards... guessed that i may have a lot more things to do.... as i need to wrap... sad... nvm... its going to be fine.. dear.. i am learning to be independent.... although u are not around with me... i know that u still care about me and wanted very much to be at my side whenever i need u.... i can sense the worries you had this afternoon.... thanks and miss u lots... take care....

Written @ 11:30 PM

had Fm test today....was very kan jiong and scare.... as i cannot balance... so sad and frustrated.... but luckily in the end can balance.... thanks dear for waking me up this morning.... although i complained to you that i am tired and sleepy, i am fine... and glad that i get to hear your voice early in the morning when i wake up... heehee... last night i dreamt that someone ate my honeydew...so this morning i went to school and search for the piece of honeydew... hahaha... received dear's call at 10plus and was rather sad as my hopes and things i looked forward to seems to have dashed off... he told me that he may only come back on sunday morning and go back on sunday night...so short time...sad right...then next week also the same.... sian.... i think the week will pass fast.... as exam coming liao... then must study.... everyone up there...jiayou oh.... suet ar.... i miss your laughters...hehehe....

Written @ 11:15 PM

went to dear's dad's friend's praying of the 7th month today.... a lot of food and stuff... when the praying was over, i saw a number of people jus rush for the food as though the food will fly over in a sec's time... so kiasu... there's so much food more than enough for everyone.... anyway i jus dun understand why they are like that.... their behaviour caused me and dear to lose all our wei kou... went to dear's house and ate 3packs of cuttlefish(yellow) and 7 1/2 packs of rasin(black)... its my fav.... after which we went lot 1 as dear's going back to camp le... i hate it whenever sunday came... as dear is going to leave me for a week... and i only get to see him next week... its rather sad upon seeing his shadow..... FM exam tml.... its 40%... so important.... all friends up there pls check your work....

Written @ 11:54 PM

today went out with dear and his sis... initially wanted to go bugis but in the end went to lot 1 and eat pizza... haha... me and dear was a bit full as i ate breakfast and dear had mac in less than 3 hrs time... but luckily we still manage to finish all the food... tried a brown blouse from fond hugs today and i think the blouse looks good... but i am too fat le... wear le like pregnant and fatty... haahaa... but overall still like the blouse.. must go on diet before i decided to buy the blouse dear's sis bought it and i think it looks very good on her... hehe.. very happy today that i wore the white shoe out but my leg was rather painful.. and i get the chance to shop with dear and his sis... showed dear my blog today... i am happy that he was happy and i think a bit touched abt me making this blog especially for him... thanks han for giving me the idea and karen for teaching me how to create this blog initially.... i hope dear will know what i am doing each day.... WISHES: go on DIET before buying that brown blouse from fond hugs....

Written @ 11:50 PM

took a cab down to bugis from school today to meet dear... its only $7.. cheap right... i had lunch with dear at qi ji today...as i am too hungry to wait for the pastamania to open.... haha.. ordered a lot of food in the end cant finish... after our lunch we went to swesen to eat ice-cream again.... both of us were unable to finish the ice-cream... guessed we only eaten half of our money.... but overall it had been an enjoyable day with him although its only a few hours... this few hrs really make me miss those days which we can be together everyday.... hahaha... bought a pair of shoe from exodus today.... dun have suet's size so didnt buy for her... now got 30percent off... so my evil thoughts came... so i jus went and buy the shoe.. sorry suet... i went to 2 places to find the shoe but no size... tml going out with dear... very happy... as i can wear my new shoe and shopping with dear... very long never go shopping with him le.... hehe... hope tml got a lot of sales going on...hehe...

Written @ 11:50 PM

didnt go for class this morning... and met han they all for assignment at 11plus... did the MAYC assignment and went for SAM lesson... this lesson was a waste of time... did nothing much... reached home abt 530pm... bathe le then sit in front of the com to find pics.. so sian... must redo some of the pics for project... tml accompanying dear... very happy... dunno wan to go and have what for lunch... han and karen suggested to go pastamania, ajisen, qi ji... let dear decide... hehehe.. then i dun have to think.... haha.... hope his x-ray will be fine.... everyone pls take care of your health.... exam coming soon... dun fall a sick.... oh ya.. shushan's birthday today.... happy birthday shushan may u be happy on this day....

Written @ 7:03 PM

finally pu chong back all my shui mian.... woke up at 11am... hehe.. started doing my FM-account. shd be able to pass le... rather happy abt it... went tuition today... really cannot stand the girl.. keep wanting to sleep and dun wan to tuition.. thus i think only spent about 30mins teaching her new things..... the other 30mins is used to wake her up.... went home straight after tuition.. studying again... sian right... dunno why after doing the FM... so tired... friday coming liao... can see dear le... very happy... didnt know whether his leg ok le ma... hope he will be fine... and exam can end fast... then i can enjoy my holiday... miss u dear... this is a pic of dear and me in our first visit to marine south during christmas eve, 2004... hehehe....

Written @ 8:57 PM

woke up at 6.50am and was tempted by my bed...decided not to go sch... msg karen and receive a msg that jinghan is going sch alone.... rather guilty.. thus decided drag myself from the tempted bed... was late for tutorial... hehe 15mins late.. cash flow was rather hard... but i think shd be able to pass... after lesson... went SIM with jinghan to have lunch... the ban mian is not as nice as before liao.. a bit regret to go there and eat... went bukit panjang with han.. wanting to get the free trial's contact lenses.. but the person say cannot... thought of trying one... hehe.. vain... felt sorry as i am the one who tell han that there is free trial.. sorry... reached home ard 2pm... without bathing... down on the bed and sleep.. lazy right... but too tired.. so bo pian.... woke up at 4plus... bath liao then decided to go to dear's house as his sis is teaching me the cash flow... i think shd be understandable liao but she taught... thanks yan yee... went to eat black pepper crab and frog leg with dear's family... wow.. the crab is so spicy.... i drank 1 bottle of lemonade.... but overall the crab taste better than the frog legs.. hehe... felt rather tired when reached home... missed dear so much.... sad... dunno whether dear will be on alert on saturday and dunno if he will be tired... if not can go shopping with him... hehe...

Written @ 7:27 AM

got class at 8am...so sian.... woke up at 6.45am and thought of missing the lesson.... but promise han i will turn up for lesson...so bo pian... drag myself from the comfortable cum tempting bed to the toilet...got a bath and get ready for school...han see... i got go school hor....never dan shui....hahaha.... after AW lesson..... the 5 of us(k,sp,qy,jh and me) did a very lame thing.... we ask serene to help us draw lot to determine the venue for our lunch...haha... the lot is Bukit Timah.. after walking to the back gate's bustop, all of us were tempted by Westmall's aircon...weather was too hot... haha... very lame right.... draw lots..haha.... we went to eat swesen.... wow... nice right.... but it is rather expensive to have a $15++ lunch.... hai.... can save $ today liao... asked sp how to add photos in my blog... see i did it... this is me and jh during our DLE presentation.... haha.. thanks sp.. today got a msg from dear..... he is going for an X-ray on friday..... so sad.... he is suffering pain cum his training.... feels so helpless as i didnt know how to help or encourage him or to ease his pain.... hope he will be fine.... i also hope to accompany him for the X-ray but need to hand up assignment on friday morning 9am and his appointment is 8.30am...guessed i can only meet him straight after the lesson.... dear take care k...

Written @ 4:55 AM

went queensway with dear and his sis today as dear need to go and change shirts..... silly boy go and buy L size...haha...can wear as skirt liao.... hehe.... finally change to M size but i still think its too big for him..... nvm mind la...its the salesperson's intro ma... so trust him once.... if he lied... next time dun go to that shop(GEN)... hehe.... we then go AV have lunch...... wow... the food there very nice and good.... 5 stars for them..... haahaa... their chee cheong fun taste good..... then we took 61 back to dear's house.... rather quiet on the way back as having some conflicts with dear....sian.... reached westmall and heard some noises...oh...its the signing autograph of the superstar..... very crowded.... then went to dear's house and have dinner...oh my god...his mum cooked lotus soup...my fav.... ate quite a lot.... haha....must go on diet liao.... cannot eat fattening food for 2 weeks...must try to make this true....had some heart to heart talk with dear....finally solved all our problems....and i know the reasons behind all the problems..... very happy....went to lot 1 with dear..... and bought 1 shirt from IP zone...cheap and nice..... haha... dear said the shop's shorts were nice...next week we going to buy the shorts... dear need to go back camp liao... rather sad about it....saw his shadow moving further and further away from me..... sad...... but i began to look forward to next week as dear is coming out haahaa.... i have lots of things to do this week.....must complete everything before sat...hahaha then can go out... and also must rem to STUDY for FM.....felt sian as got FM test next week....

Written @ 10:36 PM

a call just wakes me up... so irritated as i am having a dream....cannot get back to sleep liao...thus decided to wake up and plan to go over to dear's house....prepared everything then.....dear called....told me that he had to go back to camp at 2pm...sad right...got change everything liao then received the call saying dun need to go over....i just need to accept it....became a good girl today...accompanied mum to da yi house for a manjong session....haha....didnt that my manjong skill was that good when i stand in for my cousin as he is hungry....hehe...picked this skill from my bro and mum de....thanks to them...haahaa.... after awhile i went to bukit panjang plaza to buy some materials for MAYC and FP....in a short while's time, i had been promoted to be obasan...carried a big bag and walking around the mall...went to bangawan solo to get a soon kueh...gosh...didnt that their soon kueh is that nice.....must treat dear eat one of this day....reached home around 9plus...talk to my dearest han yi for 30mins...throwing out all my problems to her....glad that she is always around with me....helped me solving problems and giving me all the advice and comments cum interpretations...hahaha...thanks han.....i am really glad that i approach you in the first day of year 1...haha...thanks for being my dearest han yi....hahaha....touched by what i say a not...haha...talked to dear for about 30mins.....didnt why we were pausing most of the time....guessed that he was just tooooo tired after going back camp on a saturday afternoon....nvm....dear give you a hug...i guessed he had already reached his dreamlandby now....hope to see him tml...although we had very short time being together, i hope that our heart will always be together.....just wan to tell you that i appreciate and treasure every moments which we are together....pls take care of yourself.....and i missed you...

Written @ 9:40 PM