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missed the tutorial.. omg.. 3hrs man... nvm la... its fate... anyway its nice meeting friends up... karen's hair is really red.. haha.. like quan yi feng... a lot of their hair were either trimmed or getting longer... so sian.. my hair still that short... regret cutting it liao... gonna be patient and allow my hair to grow... the timetable so sian de lo... change again.. now after field pract must go back sch for lesson... sian... nvm lo.. its fate again...

why issit being neglected is such an awful feeling... why why?? tell me... tell myself to get use to it but somethings or situation which u are in jus... haiya.. very hard to say de la.. maybe its fate again lo... why must god let us meet so late? if we were to meet earlier, things maybe different... maybe we may jus click at the point of meeting.... i just hate to accept the reality... can reality be ignore??

Written @ 11:27 PM

i missed 1 day of blogging.. coz yest really dun have any mood to blog.. anyway i stayed at home the whole day... guai right... rest... accompanied dad and mum had dinner jus now.. then came back an hr ago... so sian.. bro not at home to entertain me... haha... as if he will entertain me... didnt meet dear for days le... but nvm we are meeting up on tuesday...

Written @ 8:34 PM

i guess what i need now is patient... i must learn to be patient in order to help him... i must bear part of the responsibilty... anyway... today is jus not a good day... had lunch with suet and yun... headed back to home again... concord pri called and us me to relief till 6pm... but need to go sch with mum so had to reject them... hai.. so sad.. there goes my money... nvm... certain thing need more of my attention...

Written @ 10:37 PM

woke up early and headed to sentosa... had a great time there... athough there is not much sun... some of us had red faces... haha... we were in the sea playing some kinds of games and doing some paisen forfeit... sad to say that i am always losing... shuhua and weishan are the only 2 which did not do any forfeit...

here are some pics to share:

me, penny, weishan, shuhua, yun & gwen

me and yun taking a break

after we bath-smell clean with no sand

"introducing SENTOSA"

me and gwen

nice scenary that "attracts" us

Written @ 11:48 PM

waiting 4 them 2 come

me & my biao ge

was with dear in the morning as he accompany me to have breakfast... thanks dear... headed to tanah merah to meet xiao yi as she wan to go airport and have lunch... very hardworking right... after which i suggested to go and see the aeroplane... haha... enjoyed myself as viewing the planes has always been something which i hope to do... hehe... today is pin and jia's rom... i played a partime "photographer"... haha... rather shocked abt it... hee.. didnt know my skill is that "good".. they looks good... congrats.. dear went back camp today le... coming out on friday... happy...

Written @ 11:54 PM

i am bored... spec with frame

still bored... spec without frame

was with dear throughout the whole afternoon playing games... then took his specs... which one looks better?awhile later it started to rain... so heavily.. thus asked dad to fetch me from his house... mum and bro going hk... so sian... cannot go.. then mum and dad so funny lo... asked me to take leave from sch and go with them... haha... but anyway i didnt go lo... sian... tml is pin and jia's rom... going to xiao yi's house... hehe... gonna meet dear in the morning for breakfast... happy...

Written @ 8:33 AM

watched movie with dear and its kind of funny... quite a lame show but overall still ok la... ate a lot of things today and its all unhealthy and fatty... nvm.. if its fat then its fat... haha... another 1 day dear will be booking in le... so wanna spend this day wisely...

Written @ 10:21 PM

was with dear the whole day... during the night, dear and his sis came over to my house to do her assignment... hopefully it helps her in a way or another... got a complaint from suet and yun that i am being too lo soh in my blog... thus shall cut short... haha... going to spend time with dear tml... yippy...

Written @ 11:42 PM

i am so fat....sad...

doing some household chorus at home till afternoon... went popular to buy the organiser... hehe.. happy... went to dear's house after buying it.. ate dinner with him and his family.... very full... as we finished everything... haha... first time lei... hehe... after which we headed to westmall as she wan to buy a vcd:moon child... the jap show telecast yesterday at channel u 11.30pm... anyone got the vcd can lend me??? coz we cannot find.... we then went to bb interchange and sat there for i think a minimum of 30mins.... we were happily talking.... hahaha.... me and dear then sent his sis back... he then sent me home... haha.. thanks....

Written @ 11:22 PM

woke up very early as i need to go to the airport... journey to the airport from my house was v.v.v long... spent $2 and buy the i-weekly to accompany me to the airport... hahaha... although journey is long, the thinking of seeing him within 2hrs makes it worthwhile.. haha... when reached the airport, didnt manage to catch a glimpses of his shadow... is him who found me.. haha... too many people ard liao... hehe... when saw him... i am so happy... he is finally back with me... we took the train back to bb... had our breakfast and headed back to his house... enjoyed the breakfast.. spent a couple of hours with him... went westmall and had desserts.... after which he meet his friends in tb.. and i meet yun at westmall.. we ate and shop in bpj... hope to spend time with him tml..... hehe... ^_^

Written @ 9:51 PM

han-yi and me sitting in the fountain in hmv.

han with our self-create "cake"

been home till 4plus... watching lovers in paris.. the show damn nice... cannot bear to leave my laptop... haha... anyway... met han at orchard at 5plus... awhile later shiping came to meet us... followed by karen... she was late... and wore white while the rest of us wore black... took a lot of photos.... however the photos are with them... only had these few photos with me... went marche and ate a lot of food... as han's birthday is on sat.. pre-celebration.... can see in her expressions that she is very happy.... hopefully she is... reached home at 9plus... and took a bath... decided to watch the korean show again... haha... oh ya... dear is coming back tml.... very happy... going to the airport with his sis in the morning.... i think he will be v.v.v tired... and need his bed badly.... haha... mood: excited & happy

Written @ 11:17 PM

been waiting for his sms since yesterday... he finally replied me in the afternoon... i think he shd be alright... i am so so excited when i received his sms... haha... another 2 more days he will be back le... hehe... been home the whole day watching the korean show(lovers in paris).... getting more and more interesting... i think i going to finish it up by tonight.... going to continue with the show...

Written @ 11:10 PM

I did all the housework before I go to the zoo with suet they all… I am excited as I had no memory of myself going to the zoo… however my parents told me that they brought me there be4 when I was very young… but nvm… I enjoyed myself today… although there was a lot of walking… I am not tired… only until the white tiger area then I felt my leg was tired… haha… anyway, suet’s friends quite friendly and gao xiao… haha… enjoyed their company… along the trip, we took some photographs… enjoy browsing…

On the way to the zoo

the first animal which i took

is the bear drinking milk?

the white polar bear

cheetah just refuse to look here...

we are just in front of the giraffe

i am jus 1/2 the giraffe. haha

group photo 1

group photo 2

i love this pic and the playground.

Cute elephant

I didn’t buy the white watch… so sian…. The small de no more liao… cause suet and yun to waste their trip there… paisen… and thanks… Really hope to go to the zoo once again with dear… another 3 more days he will be back le… waiting for his sms right now… haha.. as he will be back from his outfield today…. Hehe… after the outfield today, he will be free… then relax himself in brunei… I think shd be like that ba…

Written @ 9:45 PM

spent the whole day with suet n yun.... went to yun's house and rot there.... suet is my guinea pig for my 1st french manicure... haha... didnt really succeeded although the first 2 were good(in my perspection).. haha.. the rest really cannot make it... after rotting a few hours there, we went to the marketplace and have our lunch... we accompanied yun to hand in her application.. we headed to the playground and enjoyed ourselves...

i am acting cute in the playground.

after awhile me and suet headed to westmall... didnt know whether want to buy the watch a not... think pro will buy... as its cheap... i will be very happy if i received a sms from dear... dear.. miss u a lot... dear will be back in 4 days time... so happy but i know he will sms me tml when he is back from his outfield.. then he will be free.... looking forward to meeting u...

Written @ 7:20 AM

mum went for her majong session... i went to westmall with suet and yun as they want to burn the korean shows and i need to collect the pant from osmose.. they showed me a few korean shows and i think is nice... hehe... gonna speed up the speed of watching lovers in paris so that i can xchange with them.. haha... i am going to buy the jacket from osmose... pls allow the stock to last till nov(when i get my pay).. haha.. will be very sad if got no more liao.... yun accompanied me to dear's house and pass some things to his sis... we then headed to yun's house.... pic which i took while waiting for the girl to change to go down for dinner...

i am jus too sian... so took another pic... coz she is slow... haha... at ard 7 plus we went to eat roti prata.... ate a lot of things... gonna be fat liao... each of us spent $4 for the meal... haha... she then walked with me to the bustop... on the way there, we talked a lot... our topic cannot seems to get out of the future which we maybe in... thanks girl for accompanying me to such a faraway bustop.... dear will be back in another 5 days... so happy... i have so many things to tell him... i think he also got a lot of things to tell me... especially his outfields.... haha... really hope to see him asap.....

Written @ 10:37 AM

its so sian without dear ard... weekdays is still ok as i am used to it le.. but when weekend came, i am so sian.. kept thinking about the weekends which we spent time together... i really must must appreciate and treasure the time when we were together... here i am now thinking about him the whole day... knowing that he is having a tough time in brunei yet there is nothing which i can do to help him... felt regretted as i quarrelled with him when he books out the last time... so sian... really hope to see him asap...

Written @ 10:39 PM

been home the whole day... sleeping... hehe... waiting for dear's msg... still got 7days then he will be back.... so sian... hope he will be fine after the outfield... coz he told me that the outfield which he is going will be very xiong.... miss him a lot... hope that he can take care of himself... looking forward to be with him....

Written @ 11:55 PM

i am late for a day.. as something cropped up with singnet... anyway.. went to kbox with dear's sis... we were moral was low... sang a few songs to fa qie.... she was troubled with her schoolwork and i am indirectly influence by her... hahaha... anyway after the session we went to westmall as she wan to buy a skirt.. however in the end she bought a shirt and i bought a pant instead... continue our walk and we headed to to guardian... she bought a new nail solution.... it doesnt look nice on the bottle.. but after painting on it looks nice... so dun judge it by its looks... went to her house and help her paint the nails... hehe.. enjoy painting as i got someone to be my tester..haha.. i went to lot 1 and bought dinner for mum and bro.. at night... dear msg me le.. been waiting for his sms for a few days liao.. so happy when he msg me... but... he seldom eat during the outfield.. so worried abt him... must make him eat a lot when he comes back... sad....

Written @ 10:39 AM

was home the whole and only went out in the evening with dear's sis... she went to buy a necklace and a pair of earring for her mum... rather ex... but its worth coz its nice.... we had our dinner in the foodcourt... YONG TAU FOO with rice... one of my fav food.... and the main lead was all the vegetables... although it looks green, the vegetables were delicious.... k then... shall stop my yong tau foo(vegetable tao can) with rice... haha... rush home and watch the 9pm show... find it meaningful thus like to watch..... it is still left with 10 more days before dear is back from brunei... didnt know whether he can manage everything a not... he is gonna be thin again when he is back from there.... i jus dun like him going outfield.. coz he was dun eat much things.... however this is also the only way to build him up....haha... till now suet still havent call me... really hope that the job she recommend is successful.. so that i will be occupy this weekend...

Written @ 11:54 PM

been home the whole day... so sian lo... thus decided to play games... went to eat spagetti with mum at pizza hut for dinner... we finished everything.... we talked a lot to and fro.... received a msg from dear that today's training is quite tough... he didnt state much abt his well-beings... but i guess he doesnt seems to be quite happy... coz tml he is going to the jungle and he cannot msg me.... i am so sian lo... miss him a lot but jus cannot call him.... coz i scare his hi-card he brought doesnt have sufficient amt to last for 2 weeks plus... sad.... thought of doing something for him.. but didnt know what to do as he seems to have everything le... hahaha... counted wrongly the number of days he is back... actually still have 11 more days before he is back... shall keep on counting till the day he return to my side... miss u a lot dear... dear: did u sleep well a not? must take good care of yourself k... i will support u morally...

Written @ 11:24 PM

working again and i am so tired... didnt meet the quotas.... sad.. nvm... try again the next time.. another 11 days dear will be back.... seems to be a few months for me.. received his sms and he told me that brunei is v.v hot.... and the plates are oily... so er xin... didnt know whether he can shi yin the life there a not.... really hope that he can be with me everyday..haha... hope to go and fetch him from airport when he return.... dear: i knw its hard for u at the moment... but this will pass very fast de... by then we can be together again... miss u very badly... happy 4years 7months anniversary

Written @ 10:36 PM

skipped a day and i am back again... went to dear's house and stay overnight as i sent him to the airport and its too late to go home.. and i am happy that dad allowed me to go... was sad abt him going brunei but i know that its unavoidable.... i jus have to let go... went his house shortly at abt 12am... was sad to leave the airport and i know that he is also sad... LOST MORAL was the only words that can be used to describe the feelings of both of us... we were sad the whole night.... after we left the airport for his house, i started to miss him till now... i am jus not used to stay in his house.... slept with his sis... i am too scare to sleep alone.. haha.. 1st time slept in his house, everything was like a stranger to me except the bed and pillow.. haha... his bed was very comfortable.. hehe... i slept at 4am plus as i hope to receive his msg that he had reach brunei.... he msg me at 5am plus but i am already sleeping like a log.. too tired liao and had to wake up at 730am to work... worked from 10 to 7pm... after which went to have dinner with mum at bukit panjang plaza... reached home at abt 10pm... i am so so so tired right now.... i miss u a lot dear.... i planned to keep myself busy till the day u return..... hope u are getting on well over there....

Written @ 11:36 PM

spent quality time with him and i am glad that we are fine now..... problems seems to be arising every now and then but always manage to solve it... thanks han for being a listening ear and also thanks for the prayers which u had given... i appreciated it... dear, i know that forgetfulness is unavoidable but really hope that u will minimise the rate of forgetfulness.... i know u tried to keep me company today by going shopping(i know u dun really like)... thanks a lot... sorry for being such a low-self-esteem person... i will try and do my best to change for the better or seek solution to this problem... i know u are going off tml liao... really hope that everything will go fine with u....

Written @ 11:48 PM

at home the whole day as i thought dear is coming out in last night but in the end during the afternoon he then booked out then he went out with his friends to buy things... so i am left home alone... nothing to do so decided to take a nap.. haha... gonna be fat at this rate... meeting him later for dinner... so happy... can see him liao... ^_^ back again to update... didnt get to meet him... he is jus too faraway... hard for me to catch and hold tight.... jus not feeling that good...

Written @ 4:59 PM

spent the day with suet... shop ard causeway pt, eat and watched movie(shen hua).. the show is not bad but not as nice as troy... ate a lot of things... this pic is one of the food which we ate... its from long john silver... not nice de.... although i know we are not hungry but we jus want to buy and eat... reached home at abt 7.30pm... going to wait for the 9pm show to start... left another 3days then dear going brunei liao... sad....

Written @ 8:01 PM

the bites are not recover... so sad... colour been darken into a bit brown and blue-black... sad.. afraid that it will left an ugly scar... i am putting more effort to eat the medicine and apply the cream liao... hope that it will get better... went to the office to make some calls regarding the surveys... so sian lo... go there less than 45mins then go home... ate indian rojak(shared with mum) and ban mian... in the end the two of us got diarrohoea when we reached home.... sian... dear is going to brunei this friday... so sian and sad... its already so sian that he only books out every weekend then now the camp going to steal him away for 2weeks plus....

Written @ 10:33 PM

went to the doc in the morning... repeatedly asked him what insect had bitten me.. he kept explaining that it depends on your body.. sometimes is more serious like the one which u had got and sometimes is less serious... alamak... i asked him 2 times and he kept repeating this and in the end didnt tell me what insect bitten me.. hai... the bites are too er xin... like being abused like that... so no more skirts and shorts for the time being.... anyway, after eating the medicine it became less swollen and it makes me drownsy and sleepy.. didnt meet dear today... so sian... as he is busy and i cant accompany him.. but never mind... coz he is booking out on tue night... i am sleepy again now again.... going to have some rest now...

Written @ 10:29 PM

i am sad... jus didnt know what to do... i guessed i am lost... i am speechless and actionless... didnt want to talk abt it liao... jus hope that he will learn to think correctly.... spent quality time with dear... didnt saw him for 2 weeks and today is the 1st day... guessed he is very happy in his heart when he saw me(from my observation)... haha.. got bitten by something and it is hurting me... going to the doc tml... really cannot make it... its itchy, pain, hot and uncomfortable.... hope the doc will not inject me... hope to go and send dear on friday but didnt know whether my dad allows a not coz its a midnight plane... if i cant, i am sorry dear... but i will try my very best to persuade him... happy children's day & happy birthday wanli

Written @ 11:31 PM